Sacreligion

Ok, lets think about this.
I'm sure most agendas are focused on Paul as being the sexual predator. He is, but he isn't an uncommon predator.
I see him more as an outspoken symbolic man.
This is the crux.
Even though the character Paul may be in support of religion, the man that wants to "give me my relief," is sacreligous in my view.
First off, if this is a religious planned pushing, I point the finger at the religious harassment.
I think the topic of Mo has been thrown way out of proportion and is actually used as a cover for other people's truth. Every single time something comes up, it seems as if something that happened so long ago "is what is really to blame."
I'm sick of it.
By being the symbol of Paul, especially from a man in power, is basically a man using himself as a religious symbol that once layed, "I have the forgiveness of God."
He makes himself "Jesus."
If people really want this to be strictly religious, men are not capable of giving eternal salvation.
Maybe he is of a religious Christian sect, that thinks more in routine and tradition and what the tradition is for salvation.

In thinking outside of philosophy, is my own sexuality. I hate to sound shallow, but Paul could be some gross old fat man for all I know.
Or, he could be another assumption.
I would almost feel as if I am joining in some sort of extreme cult of tradition to lay a man only for his symbol of grace/forgiveness/redemption/salvation/mercy. I don't know how I could get through the act without having some kind of sarcasm.
The thought though of a man in his seriousness wanting to have the ability to give some sort of grace, forgiveness, relief from torture, and acceptance is actually heartful. It is what they can't completely picture that is sacreligious. Heck, if all sorts of labels, emotions, and thoughts are produced in the matrix, why not throw relief in there as well to once again be able to survive in the world?
It is what drove me to change politics to be a Libertarian. Libertarians seem more free and less machine. They are free thinkers and don't follow the rest of the world in what is and what isn't socially acceptable.

I guess if it was a man of mutual attraction that was trying to seduce me, I don't want to be religious about it.
I'd want to hear songs of acceptance. "Sexual healing," is actually a great choice of song, but I'm not trying to be catty back at the specific cat that I saw a few years ago.
Songs, poetry, or some sort of different expressive route that still specifies I don't deserve hate. That I have their acceptance and love. That they don't care what other people think. That they may even hurt for me when I do experience sexual harassment and degradation.
Thats all I need.